Rough Day ...

Seconds hours so many days

You know what you want but how long can you wait

Every moment last forever if you feel you've lost your way

What if your chances are already gone

Started believing that I could be wrong

But you give me one good reason

To fight and never walk away

- Kris Allen

I feel very alone today. My best friend, boyfriend, life, everything moved down to college station last week and left me here to suffer. Ok, well not suffer per say, but he left me here! Best friends of eight years now going strong. Travis has been by my side for everything in my life. He has seen the best of times and worst of times. I love him more than anything, and I can't imagine in not in my life.

It's so weird to have been with some one for so long, and seeing them everyday to not seeing them at all. Of course I have talked to him on the phone, and over Skype, but it's just not the same. I miss his smile, and his touch, and his sense of humor. I could use a good laugh right now and he would be the perfect person to cheer me up!

I just want to be selfish and have him come home EVERY weekend, just so we can have our time together back! But the other side of me wants me to happy for him, and the new chapter of life he is starting.

I know we can do this, and come out with a stronger and happier relationship... in the end. I love us , and I love our relationship, and know that God has put this on us for a reason!

I just can't wait for him to be home, and back with me!

I love you Travis Rose. :]