Flu.

Everyone around me has the flu and I'm really thankful it has not hit me yet. I don't have the patience or time right now to be sick. I guess no one really has the time though to get sick. I need to go get my shot on Saturday, but I really don't want to get that either. What is the point of injecting someone with the flu, but yet there are still like 6 other flu's floating out there in this big old world for you to get. RIGHT?!? My mom is saying she is going to make me go, but I don't think I'm going to get it. I'm not scared of getting shot or anything like that, I just don't understand the point of getting one ..

hm.

Oh please lord let me stay healthy. Travis Rose is coming home this weekend, and I DO NOT want to be sick. ( Breanne's Body you can fight this, I have faith in you! Stay strong!)

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Addicted

I am addicted to reality TV. I HATE to admit it and will most likely never admit it again in my life. Ever. The sad part about reality TV is that it's all the same. They all act like the show is real and not scripted. So I don't know why I spend so much of my like watching shows that do nothing for my life. It's all trash if you really sit and think about it. These shows make me no more of a person. I guess they don't really make less of a person either though.

hmm.

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A new Hills is starting tonight though! Have to watch it.. ( as I role my eyes!)

Sundays!

I'm hanging out with my family right now, eating chips and home made salsa, and watching football. Well I'm not watching football, because I have no idea how football works. I really should figure out how it works and the rules. My family LOVES football, and I just don't understand it! Maybe I don't want to understand it, because I don't care! YES!

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But I love my family, and today is going to be a great day! With a little history studying, today is going to be a great day!

I do miss my baby though!

Relay For Life

Firday night was amazing! I didn't make it all night but until 3. Not to bad right! Our team made over 4,000 dollars! I was VERY proud to be there the other night, and I know Deena was looking down on us with her precious smile!

I was the Hair lady all night! We had a fundraiser that you paid 1 dollar, and you got to get your hair sprayed! My hand was hurting SO bad by the end of the night... BUT we riased like 100 dollars that night just from spraying peoples hair!

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It was a great night, and it was an honor to be there last night!!!

Relay For Life!

Today has been a really good day! Nothing to exciting, just went to work. BUT tonight is Relay For Life, and it's a out night deal! It is a HUGE fundraiser to raise money for cancer research. I feel like a really good person, I raised 200 dollars! WOOOOP! Go Breanne Right!

I'm really excited for tonight, but tomorrow is going to be a LONG day ha! I have school in the morning and then I am babysitting tomorrow night.

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Well have a good weekend!

Speech ...

I'm sitting here trying to write a speech for my speech class, and it is not working out so well. I have a friend over right now, and she is VERY distracting ... I really have to get this done because I'm giving my speech tomorrow! I have it written down, I just have to put it in to a outline, and then practice it! PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE!

Right.

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Wish me luck!

NO Simple Sentences

I don't understand why some people are so quick to criticize you and your work, but yet can't handle it them self's. But the best part about it is, that most of the time they have NO idea that they are always criticizing you. Now some people do know that they are criticizers, and do it just because that is their personality. They don't give a rats butt how other people see them, and do and say as they please. If people would just stop and think before they do, the world would be SUCH a better place. It wouldn't be perfect. But it would be a much happier place, with happier people!

The world should just asking me for my opinion and how things should be run! I get this world in tip top shape....

ha. Yeah right Breanne!

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Studying

So I realized today, that in High school I never really learned how to study. So now that I have 2 test tomorrow, I'm starting to really freak out, because I don't know how to study. I mean I tried today, and read my notes, and re read the chapter. But I still feel very unprepared for both test. I wish I knew a better method, but to say the least I am going to pray really hard tonight, and hope that my brain with work with me tomorrow!

YOU CAN DO THIS BREANNE COE!

ah.

Thank you High School for nothing!

Sonnet

No lie I'm sitting here in tears. I have tried and tired to figure out the right way to write this poem.

I have put my all into this - and at this point I have NOTHING. I thought I had most of the lines right, and then I go back and read it, and it is awful. I really want to pass this class, and do well, and at moment I feel like this poem is going to be the death of me, and this class.

I don't understand why I can't get the hang of how to write this the correct way. I mean have the rhyming words down, and the syllables, but not the stressed and unstressed. That is the part that is stressing me out. ...

arg.

I need to go pray, and stop crying.

College Station.

So I'm sitting here in College Station in my boyfriends dorm .. :]

Left me tell you - there room is a MESS. Well really just Travis' side! I'm really glad I got to come down today, and visit with my baby! We haven't really done much, but I got to meet some of his friends! They were super nice.

I can't wait to come back down here for a game! That will be SO MUCH FUN!

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and then it all went down hill ........

So how can a good day turn so sour so fast.

I was having a great day, nothing to exciting, just at work with my little babies! We only had 7 today, so it was a fun, easy day.

and then it all went down hill ........

As I was heading out the door, I got yelled at by a co-worker, who by the way gets on my complete nervous, and gets under my skin. Plus I was getting yelled at for something that had NOTHING to do with her, uh mind your own business.

On the way home I was talking to my boyfriend, who broke his collar bone last night, and is not handling everything so well. He is really grumpy right now, and he sounds really mad at me. I mean he says hes not, but in his voice I hear the madness! I mean I didn't do anything, and if anything I have been checking on him and calling, and texting TOO MUCH. Maybe that's why he is mad, I won't leave him alone. I am really sad though, because I'm always the one to help him when he is sick, and make him feel better, and I have been replaced with this girl named Allyson. She even took him to his doctors appointment today ... ah...

So with that, I was planning on going down there tomorrow after my math class, but his roommate is not wanting me to come down, and his roommate is my best friend! AH. I was really sad when he told me he didn't want me to come. I mean he didn't say he didn't want me to come - but he said that it was going to be really crowded, and I'm not missing much any way... . ah, what am I sopost to do now.

I mean really - I'm like torn. Whatever I choose some ones is not going to be happy with my decision. I mean Travis is going to get mad if I don't come down, and Keanan is going to be mad if I do come down ......

arrrg.

ah. Thanks best friend.

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Sonnets are NOT my friend..

This dang sonnet is not going so well. I thought I had re- written in the right way and on the right track. I mean I knew it was perfect or even good, but I had tried my best on the poem.

ARG.. kljsfdlskdjf;alsdjf

Today in class we did the peer editing and my whole poem is still wrong. I have the right rhythm, it is just the stresses and unstressed that is getting the best of me. I have one line out of 14 that are right. Are you kidding me. I worked so hard on something, that is wrong!

So now I will be writing this dang poem again for the third time. .

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I hope and pray I get a good grade on this. I have put my little heart into it, and don't seem to be getting very far ...

ah.

Breaking Point.

Sometimes I feel like everyone around me puts all their issues on me, and then they just walk away. I feel like everyone is always turning to me for help and dumping their life right into my lap. And yet when I need these people, and it's my turn to doing a little venting, everyone is busy. I mean of course when I call in tears, they put everything down, and time has no meaning at the moment. But it's so hard to always be at your breaking point just for some one to hear you. ..

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But, no fear I really am ok. Promise.

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Today was a really great day!

I mean I don't have any exciting stories to tell or anything of importance. It was just a good day! I made a new friend who is super nice, and we already have plans for Friday! Wooop! I had a pop quiz in Speech, and I rocked it! I went to my bike class and burned 673 calories, NOTHING to complain about there! I'm on a relay for life team, and I have raised 200 dollars for my team! Yeah for helping fight cancer! My dinner my mom made was divine! I re wrote my sonnet! ... eh - nothing else that I can think of..

ha!

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Canning ...

A group of girls and I have gotten together twice now to can some things - hot sauce, applesauce, jalapenos and pickles. It has been alot of fun and very yummy! (Did you see me pat my own back?) Today was the second day and we canned a ton of things today! Here is a pictures of all I have at my house. Anna kept the other half of the pickles and a couple jars of applesauce and a jar of hot sauce. It's really easy and fun, if you don't mind the smell of vinegar and it's lingering odor in your house =)

VMAS ...

Ok yes, I'm sorta ashamed to admit it, but I just spent my Sunday evening watching the VMAS ...

I think I say every year that I won't watch and then I do...

Taylor Swift won her first ever VMA and Kayne West came on stage and interrupted her "thank yous" by grabbing the microphone and saying that Beyonce should have won. Security should have stopped him, I'm mad at MTV too. A "regular" person would not have been able to get up there.

It's so sad because there is tons of true talent in that room...... I certainly am not a prude person but I don't understand the need to be cruel and trashy?!?

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It's just really sad what music has turned into, it's not about Talent.. Honestly I don't even have to words to explain what it is any more .. I'm afraid to see what it's like, when I start having kids. I guess every generation has said this at one point though .. huh

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( It rained all day again!... by the way!)

Rain drops.

The sound of rain is so peaceful. I could spend all day laying in my bed just listening to rain drops hit the roof of the house. I wonder what it is about rain that makes you want to stay inside all day cuddled up to a blanket and do nothing all day.

I was walking to my math class this morning and the rain drops where hitting my umbrella, and the sound was so calming. It's such a simple sound, but yet so powerful.

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Ah - I hope it rains all day, so I can spend all day inside with my Travis!

A good movie, popcorn,rain, and your honey can cure anything!

I see cuddling in my near future!

anxious ...

I'm extremely anxious at the moment!

It took me almost 3 hours to get ready for tonight! People that is WAY to long, I never even take 1 hour to get ready much less 3! Put I do look HOT to say the least! :]

Breanne why are you taking SO long to get ready for, you ask?!?

Today is our 3 year anniversary, and he is coming home from college station to hang out with me all weekend!

I really couldn't ask for anything better at this moment! I have an amazing guy by my side, and the world at my feet! My life is simple amazing; I have NOTHING to complain about....

Now off to wait at the front door for him! (I feel like I'm a little kid waiting for Christmas to get here! Ha.)

Focusing ..

I'm in a super weird mood right now. I'm not really anything. Ha. I'm just kind-of here today. I can't focus though, like at all. I have been to 2 classes today, and in both of them I just zoned out every now and then ..

I don't know - this whole week I have not been my self, and doing things I don't normally do. I'm not really sure what is up. I mean nothing in my life has changed dramatically this week. I haven't felt wonderful, but not deathly! I'm not sad or mad or angry. I'm just not focused, on anything.

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hm.

I hope I can get out of this non mood swing thing. I want to have a little emotion people! I want to be focused! :]

plus - Travis is coming home tomorrow! eek.

Flash Cards

I just spent the last 2 hours making flash cards for my psychology class! Yes, I Breanne Coe, a college student still need flash cards to help me! I'm really proud of them to say the least. :] I even went on a walk, and took them with me! How handy is that?!?

That's the great part about flash cards, I can put them in my little purse (well large purse with everything around the sun in it), and get them out at any given moment! Waiting to see the doctor, no worries I have my flash cards, bored during commercial, no worries I have flash cards!

I just want to be 100% ready for my test, and I feel at the moment my flash cards with help!

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sick .. blah

I'm really upset right now... I have been looking forward to this weekend for a while now, and wouldn't you know that I would get sick. Travis' and I 3 year anniversary is on Friday, and he is coming home for the whole weekend! I really wanted this weekend to be special, and fun, but now it's just look gloomy, and blah....

I really hope and pray that I will get better by Friday, or at least not worse! Is that too much to ask for?!

now off to take medicine, and go to bed!

Forgive :]

Psalm: 4:4
In your anger do not sin; when you are on your beds, search your hearts and be silent.

Proverbs: 29:11
A fool gives full vent to his anger, but a wise man keeps himself under control.

I totally love these verses! I'm certain I've never heard this first verse before or maybe I have and it never sunk in fully. But how true is it to walk away when you're angry and just be silent and listen? I've learned to do just this over the years but it's comforting to know that this is what is expected of us when we've reached the point of becoming angry. And, admittedly so, I do forget this at times but I have to remember to stop in the midst of anger and listen.

I walked away tonight with a completely different perspective on my attitude towards my enemies and even those I love who have offended me at one time or another. I need to love them or even pretend to like them. I need to forgive them and continue to do good to/for them. I need to raise my tolerance level and accept people for who they are no matter how crazy, how disrespectful, how rude and ignorant, or how down-right annoying people can be. In doing so, I will be more accepting and it would make it easier to love my enemies.

I learned tonight that I need to ALWAYS be the bigger person and this includes continuing on in life with a smile on my face when I've been hurt or belittled, to keep walking forward and not look back when wrong has been done to me and my family. I've learned (and will continue to learn) how to turn the other cheek and not let someones hurtful words and actions consume me. I know who I am and I know my intentions as does God. I need to stand out above the others and be someone different.

He did what to my shoes ....

So I wish I could pull pranks on people, and I wish I could be sneaky and sly, but I'm just loud and can't keep fun secrets! I'm one of the stupid people who buys a Christmas present really early, and then tells you I bought you something, and say I'm not going to say anything not even hints, and then by the end of the day I ended up telling you what I got! Plus when I try to do a joke on some I just end up laughing and getting myself caught or I just execute it really badly ….

So I was at my sister house today and my dang brother in law was messing with me all day! He was just picking at me, and we just going back and forth messing with each other. So when I went down to take I nap I should have known better! ….. That sneaky sneaky little fool!

I went to put my shoes on and he had laced them backwards, and triple knotted them! Ha.

I must say it gave everyone a good laugh!

Thank you Jason for always adding a little humor to everyone’s day!

Ipod...

I love how my Ipod seems to know what mood I'm in. I know it sounds really stupid, but I swear it like feels what I'm feeling. I was heading to my sister’s house today, and every single sad love song I have on my ipod came on. At first I thought it was kind of funny, but then it just got really weird and sad! Ha.I will have to pay attention more often and see if my ipod dose this all the time ... (Am I going crazy here or is does your Ipod do this too!?!?)

Family!

I absolutely love my family. We are so incredibly close. I mean don’t get me wrong we still have our ups and downs, but at the end of the day we love each other no matter what! 
 
My sister is the best! We are 10 years apart so growing up we were not close at all. I mean, I was just the annoying little sister that would always be in the way. But with each year I get older, the closer we get. I run to her for everything. I think sometimes I still get on her nervous though!
 
I have 2 nephews and a niece; ah I could go on ALL day about them! These kids are what keep me going, and have made me who I am today. They are the reason I wake up every day, and have a smile on face! I can’t wait to watch the 3 of them grow up, and live life, and for their Aunt Bee to be right there with them!
 
My family is amazing, and I don’t know how I could live without them. They are my everything, and I should really thank them more often for everything they do for me. 
 
 I love you family, and TRose! 

Thank you for sticking by my side, and loving me always! 
 
You guys ROCK!
 

 
J

Pet Peeve..

It absolutely irritates me when a student walks into class asks me if we had home work. Of course I say oh yeah we had to read or say whatever the homework was, and they just blow it off like they don’t care. DON’T ASK IF YOU DON’T CARE! Really, you are an adult and paying for this class – you should really have paid attention yesterday when the professor told us what we should be prepared for the next day. This is not High School; I’m not your babysitter. Open your ears, and pay attention. Everyone else has things going on in their life; you are not the only one in the class room who has a life outside of school!

Sometimes I wish I just didn’t care! I wish I could just look at those people who ask me and blow them off. I wish I could be rude to them and not help them out. I wish I had a back bone when it came to people I don’t know. I wish I could just be honest with them and tell them to pay attention, and don’t always depend on me each day to tell them what’s going on.

I just don’t want to be “that” girl in class that everyone runs to for help, and to copy because everyone knows that I do my work …

Breanne you are strong and can say NO! They are grown up’s and need to, well have to do it them self’s! Be strong Breanne, be strong!

Co-op, and Stew!

I'm in this produce Co-Op with about 15 other women and basically every 2 weeks you pay 20 dollars, and get lots of fruits and veggies!

This week we got sweet potatoes, limes, pineapples, grapes, corn, grape tomatoes, peaches, pluouts, broccoli, carrots, mushrooms, celery, and bell peppers. Yum-o! Each week we get a hand full of different fruits and veggies, and I have come to really love thinks I used to hate! I also love that each week I get to cook with thinks that I normally would have never bought at the store or would have never thought I would have even tried.

So this brings me to what I’m in the process of cooking for dinner! I have stew brewing in the kitchen right now and the smell is making my stomach do loops and turns. I’m hungry people! My meal is SO healthy too; I boiled the chicken, used fresh veggies, and even used wheat pasta …

Well have to go finish my dinner – or eat it I shall say!

See you tomorrow!

Critical Reading Question #1 - Pg 49

The author engages the reader by pulling them into the story as if they were going through that situation. The author is starting out with a bang and a personal story right off the bag that catches my attention. I seem to really be engaged to authors that use emotion as their opener to a short story. I love when I go to read the first paragraph and can feel their pain, sorrow, and excitement. It’s almost as if the authors/characters life is being played out right in front of you. Thats when you know you are reading a good book, when you can see the story happing in front of you! It’s my favorite!